My little brother

Many of you know, this is a hard time of year for me and my family.  Seven years ago today, we lost my brother Matthew.  And on top of that, we celebrate his birthday on the 23rd.  Three days before he passed.  He would have been 30 this year.

 

So let me tell you a little bit about him. Matthew, Matt, Matchu, Matchu Man, Big Guy, Mattie.  A young man with so many names.  Kinda gives you a hint about his personality.....everyone liked him!  He was easy-going, confident, outgoing, friendly, funny, good-looking, smart, artistic, kind, musical, athletic.  Basically, the opposite of me, haha!  He was good at everything he tried to do.

I thought a lot about Matt this weekend.  I felt sorry for myself and sometimes felt sorry for him.  But, then I feel glad for him.  His journey has just begun, even if he isn't "here" anymore.  His earthly form is no longer here, but he's still out there living an amazing "life".  He's lost the limitations of a human body.  He no longer has fear, pain, hearthache.  Hell, he's living it up in true Matthew spirit. 

So, here's to you Matt!  Thank you for being a wonderful little brother and amazing guardian angel.  Tell all the family up there I love them and give Pryncess a belly rub for me!  I love you and miss you!!!